Linda + Rockey: My reference to black musicians was in response to the last paragraph of DBD’s remarks in Tuesday’s comments concerning posts I’ve made over the last few months about well-known black people.
Blackwing alert! A Blackwing pencil was spotted today, trying to hide in the margin of Catalina’s post. This one was celebrating Independent Bookstore Day (April 29th). But we all know these pencils don’t want to read…they want to write! (And some have even been known to draw…)
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“Wake Up Mario” by Martin Espada
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Wake Up, Mario
Martín Espada – 1957-
For Mario Gonzalez Arenales (1994-2021)
He’s not doing anything wrong. He’s just scaring my wife.
—call to the Alameda Police Department, April 19, 2021
They watched him from the window of the house, a man at the fence
in a crooked wool cap, chipping at their tree with a comb, liquor bottles
in a shopping basket by his feet. They heard him speak to the wife’s
mother in the yard, tongue thick in his mouth, heavy with lamentation.
He could be the Aztec god of pestilence, no mask, breathing the plague
on them through walls and doors. The Mexican nanny might be able
to read the hieroglyphics tumbling from his mouth, but she was wheeling
a stroller through the streets of Alameda, the trees bowing deeply.
On the news, the body-cam clip wobbles like the video at a barbecue.
The cops are cheerful as they encircle him in the park across the street.
He says his name is Mario. One cop scolds this refugee from Oakland about
drinking in our parks, wants ID so they can be on our merry way. Mario says:
Merry-go-round? He steps up on a tree stump as if to ride it. The cops climb off
the spinning horses of Mario’s imagination, tugging at his arms as he peeks
at them under the cap. Now they are cowboys at the rodeo, but Mario is not
a steer, crashing to the applause of hands that would carve him into steaks.
The cops shove him to the ground, facedown. Mario squirms and bucks;
he is the prize at the county fair, a beast who tries to calm his captors,
so he spits all the words he knows to make them stop: oh God, please,
thank you, and sorry, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. I forgive you, says one cop,
as the other cop digs his knee into Mario’s back, where it stays even after
they cuff him, even after the first cop says: Think we can roll him on his side?
He asks Mario for his birthday, as if there will be a barbecue in the backyard
at the cop’s house, and Mario, facedown in the wood chips and the dirt,
with the other cop’s knee pressing into his back, wheezes the word: 1994.
There were cries, then silence. There were no last words. In medieval days,
the prisoner at the block would forgive the headsman and drop a coin into
his hand for a clean strike of the blade. In Salem’s Puritan days, a man accused
of witchcraft, after two days of stones stacked on him, sneered: More weight.
There were no last words from Mario when they rolled him over at last.
The last words were in the headlines that same day, jury deliberations
two thousand miles away in Minneapolis, the case of a cop kneeling
on the neck of a Black man, facedown and handcuffed, for nine minutes.
In Alameda, the cops began CPR and their incantation over the asphyxiated body:
Wake up, Mario, wake up, as if he would be late for school on class picture day,
as if he would miss his shift at the pizzeria where the paychecks dwindled away,
as if he had an autistic brother waiting at home for Mario to help him step from
the shower, button his shirt, comb his hair. His autistic brother still waits for Mario.
The man who called the cops, his wife’s hand gripping his shoulder,
says We greatly regret what happened and never intended, says Terrible
things are being said about us,says Our autistic child is able to read
and is terribly sensitive.The sign in front of the dark house says: For Sale.
The merry-go-round in Mario’s imagination grinds on, creaking
day after day: the caller who presses the button to make the horses go,
the cops charging like cavalry after the renegade, the dead man galloping
ahead, escape impossible, his horse impaled on a pole, kicking the air.
The Mexican nanny called Crucita blames herself for rolling the stroller back
too late. She visits the altar for Mario across the street from the tree missing
a sliver of bark from his comb. The roses wreathing his face shrivel to plastic,
balloons gone flat, votive candles cold. There is an autopsy after the autopsy.
The coroner keeps the city’s secrets, a priest hiding in the confessional.
In her sleep, Crucita sees Mario, sometimes a body splayed across the street,
breath squeezed from his lungs like the last note from the pipes of a calliope,
sometimes breaking free, the painted horse lunging away, as he rides
along the coast to the deserts of Baja California, down mountain trails
off the maps of Yanqui generals and their armies, deep into the songs about
bandidos too clever to be caught, revolutionaries the bullets cannot kill.
Copyright © 2022 by Martín Espada. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on February 9, 2022, by the Academy of American Poets.
Martín Espada has published more than twenty books as a poet, editor, essayist and translator. His latest book of poems is called Floaters (2021). He is the editor of What Saves Us: Poems of Empathy and Outrage in the Age of Trump (Curbstone Books 2, 2019). His honors include the Ruth Lilly Poetry Prize, the Shelley Memorial Award, an Academy of American Poets Fellowship and a Guggenheim Fellowship. A former tenant lawyer, Espada is a professor of English at the University of Massachusetts-Amherst
Piss and Vinegar, I’m not taking the bait.
dro&i – “Sub 16” is the weight of the paper, based on a particular parent sheet size. “sub 16″ is bond-weight paper that is factored based on a 25″x38” parent sheet. It’s basically 20# Bond, but in the printing business, we would buy paper in “parent-sized” sheets, which could be guillotined to size or (more often) printed on at parent size, *then* cut down to final size. Here’s a chart:
or if you *really* want to get into the weeds:
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